Mysmallheart Starchaser

Hey Dudes And Dudettes of youths out there...

I'm part of a crew...Supporting Local Artist...Its called S.L.A.P...

It is a free-zine to support local artist...

Help us to support the local bands,graphic designer,graffiti artist and others with local talents...

Be part of S.L.A.P...

Support The Local Artist!!!

Cheers

Dyno aka Azhari

For more information on S.L.A.P

Please contact me at cicak_redshadow@hotmail.com or www.mysmallheart.multiply.com

Guys I know I have been Away for sometime.I will be BAck soon.I Promise you

The Smile on her face.The sound of her laughter is like a melody ringing in my head.The sweet voice of her is like an angel.The voice of a thousand angels.

When i look at her,its just like time stops by itself.My heart pounds even harder and harder.it feels like butterflies in my stomach.like flying inside my stomach.hehe.ive been long.waiting...the touch of her hand seems so complete.everything seems so complete.

You know,No one ever remembered when was my Birthday.I used to think that im just a nobody,a leftout like someone from outer space.Like there's no memory of me at all.I'm just shattered down to my knees when i thimk of it.

They get to celebrate the time of their life.I want it too.i wish i had it..i wish i had it.I alwaes go to friends birthday parties and all.Remember their birthday.But none returned that wish.

Its not im asking for it..i never asked for it...i never did..Cool to have friends who remembers ur birthday...none remembered me for the past 7 years..No One...

Celebrate Christmas n birthday by myself..in a cell..in my own room..The only present tt i get is cheering myself up...from emptiness...I want a birthday that has meaning to me.A purpose...A real purpose and tell me that im not alone...Wud it hurt anione tt much...

Dear Father Christmas,

Where's your Pity?!

Where's Ur Rodolph,The Red Nose reindeer That was said to come for every Christmas?

Thank you for not being there....

You give me strength so i can fight,

The strength tt i've found within me,

which lost its path to tragedy,

A tragedy rages its own war,

in time we conquer the battle tt i've lost,

A losing sight of rear scarred wounds,

the wounds tt never healed till today,

The sun embraced the moon with full tides of tsunami,

earthquakes shattered with full pledged horrors in the sky,

you brought light to the darkness of night,

drive the horrors away,

with a simple touch and smile,

you make me feel like i am free again,

Thank you for being my saviour,

The saviour of my heart....

 

 

 

How i wish upon a star..that star would shine..the northern star has grant me a wish so

i could live like a normal life.Im sooo in love.im still thinking to myself,Is it too fast or too slow?

Could tis be the only last hope for me before everything strikes my back again?

Could this be never ending for someone who lost his hope in love?

Im still young,YEAH!

I feel like A thousand times better.a thousand times stronger.

Purified thats what i'll say.i've been in depressions before,Resorting to drugs,alcohol & Cigarettes as my only friends..But i was wrong,it led me to suicide.Lest i took control of myself in the end.Drugs has made me learnt a lesson which is"you're stupid if you take drugs".Its the utter distraction in life.im was always negative bout something everytime i look at it,so be it!

Now i've a chance to love someone again.A chance to prove that i am a worthy opponent to negativeness.Thanks to that someone who gave me chance.I noe its hard but we can be stronger to face fate and life....

This is Fried Mee Poh That i whipped up Yesterday during Sahur.It was fun doing it.I enjoyed making it.haha.But this meal needs a little more improvising.Guess who was the food tester?My Mom!Stars Rated Was 7/10.So More Work to do!